A SoCal Pornstar Sighting:
I was 18 years old visiting family and friends in Cali, I’m sure I’ve written this as I joke about it often, but that I drink copious amounts of milk.
Going from my friend’s house to my grandma’s I stop at a nearby gas station to buy a gallon as it was the cheapest place (oddly) to do so in the area (however I’ve found this is the same case elsewhere as well).
The observation I had was hysterical and odd and something which struck me years later.
Important Detail : I was 18, I really only watched porn seriously for about 2 years, staring at 20, so I didn’t recognize the “pornstar” at the time as I’d never seen him before.
So gas station:
4 people in the building.
Me, the cashier, a cameraman , and a pornstar. (This sounds like one of those a priest walked into a bar jokes.)
Guys Other Than Me
•1/2 Samoan 1/2 White ~6′ 3″ ~athletic 290
•whiteish, scummy looking, scrawny, kinda sickly looking and pale, ~5’7″
•whiteish, scummy looking, scrawny, kinda sickly looking and pale ~5’9″
I overheard the conversation, I recall most, but can’t recall if the cashier recognized the performer at first or not.
Which 2 were porn related?
Guess. Seriously guess.
Guess
Most guess one white guy is the cashier, one the cameraman, the big 1/2 islander/white as the performer.
That would be wrong, the white dudes were the porn dudes. The 1/2 Samoan was working the register totally missing his calling to instead be smashing heads as a linebacker or playing international rugby.
I was struck by just how sleazy both white guys were.
The conversation was hysterical.
Tidbits + Takeaways:
- Rented house near water for shooting. (All those homes are nice as hell)
- Their shopping was for the girls. The manner in which they said this was so pussy whipped (oddly?) that I had to work to contain laughing.
- Both seemed completely jaded, I’m 50/50 on whether they were high or not.
- Hilariously porn chicks seem to consume naught but cigs,booze (wine and I think it was vodka) and gum, LOTS of gum. The only way that truckload of gum would make sense is if they were feeding around 15 girls minimum on naught but gum
(maybe they always need sonething in their mouths), but the amount of booze and cigs didn’t correlate to this. Booze and cigs said more like 2 or 3. - Cashier being like “I wish I was you guys” particularly to the performer. He recognized him now.
- They then half assed asking him about his sex life. Which led to…
- Them asking more about himself, what type of islander,etc. This is why I know he was half white. No one would’ve guessed that, he even was decked out in the island tats.
Why You Shouldn’t Watch Porn:
Those porn dudes were scummy, not even in the thug or drug dealer way, but the sleezy wanker manner. They were actually the stereotype of who watches their shit.
I’m not naming names (when do I ever?), but the performer is a big name in the industry. I guess the girls are really small/petite (do the research for yourself) for his disgustingly small build to not look on camera how it does in person. I recognized him years later, watching one time the recognition clicked, “holy shit I was in line behind him buying milk that day!” (Is this somehow an innuendo?)
One could joke that the majority of his bodyweight must be in his penis, which upon telling this story to a buddy he did lol.
Porn Optical Illusions:
I have to wonder what optical illusions are at play in porn. You’d have to see the guy in person to believe just how bad he looked in person. Sickly is the word for both build and complexion.
- Are their dicks really that big?
- How small is the girl truly?
- Camera angle?
If you watch porn (you shouldn’t) have fun with that rabbit hole.
Porn + Society Take Aways:
Having this experience I’m surprised I ever started watching porn. I always knew it was shit, and even had first hand proof.
(Both from this and from years earlier seeing some weak looking dude at church, actually more than one over the years, who struggled with “porn addiction” left an impression on me as well, don’t be like that guy.
He creepeth and sneaketh is a solid description for one (old guy), the other (late 20s) just looked like he lived cock in hand in the dark in front of computer screens (pale, odd), and seemed weak as hell.)
That checkout line showed a lot of whats wrong with society.
Fathers are allowing that scum to fuck their barely legal teen daughters?
Fathers are allowing their barely legal teen daughters to get fucked by that scum on camera?
I believe disownment is still a legal measure although the Arabs seem to prefer honor killings for such things (imagine Shariah). Fathers in this country don’t seem to understand honor, have any access to the use of their balls, and have failed collectively at parenting.
“I don’t have a daughter”, this is a sentence with clout when enforced, but who has the balls to say it…and mean it?
Shunning/shaming scares the shit out of people (particularly females). Acceptance breeds sin, shunning breeds compliance with morals.
There’s something extremely unhealthy about widespread use of porn. What healthy people watch others dispassionately fuck…en masse?
What’s even funnier is how few will openly discuss such things. Unless you grew up Amish likely you viewed a ton of porn, how hardcore or weird is the question to ask. Most likely don’t want to admit that.
(I once had a guy admit to essentially cosplay Hello Kitty porn, I ribbed the shit out of him for that.)
Our society is fucked on fucking, and fucked in a lot of dynamics.
I say don’t add to the degeneracy, and fucking rip it’s tendrils out of you. It’s part of growing strong.
Say No To Porn!
You’re better off with your hand and no screen, with abstinence for religious reasons, or saying “Hey” to that cute blue eyed brunette in the grocery store.
-J