December 2022 Flow – 12/29/22 – Restaurants From The Other Perspective :

I leave the window mostly up as a courtesy to them, having heard “well not open open – it’s not summertime my guy” to which I laughed “you don’t know me yet – I drive windows down year round.

Then they both smoked/vaped.
It’s about the only aspect of moving that I truly dislike.

All the second hand smoke which I find both clogs my nose, and bugs my eyes a little.

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Man, labor feels good to me.

Running up the ramp in the cold air, 8am – exhilarating.

It’s honest work, and feels better to my soul than just about every other job has to me – though I prefer teaching people to train.

Men need to be able to be physical, and not have nags nagging while they’re trying to efficiently work.

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The woman managing the moving company is rough around the edges, though admittedly it’s a hard life that sees you learning stick shift on the fly in a moving truck to support yourself the day you turned 18 and in a rough area to boot – that’s her story.

However I can work with/for her, and seeing all these pothead chain smokers…it’s, again, a wake up call – these dudes who never have seen the inside of a gym, and never will, put the vast majority of gym goers to shame in ability to be physical in a labor job type setting.

Whether lanky or stocky, they’re all 5’7″-5’9”, with large hands, and I know they’re far more effective at moving than just about any gym dude I’ve met.

Gym dudes who can hack it on a moving truck are pretty few and far between.
I’m one of only a handful that I’ve come across.

It’s a rarity, and we’ve even discussed this in years past.

Gym strength carries over, it shines, only on pianos, the odd 600lb gun safe into a basement (a fun day that was), or other such ridiculous delivery.

From the mover’s standpoint it’s nearly useless. See again lanky potheads carrying everything down two flights of stairs, not wind, but need to smoke a cigarette their only possible issue.

I lift because I like lifting.

It’d be better to run loads of bleachers, and carry weird shit as pastimes from a carryover to work standpoint.

Heavy hiking too.

Lifting :

Out of work early enough so as to still have daylight…

And on the note – I do my daily pushups EVERY DAY before work.

Press :
1×215
8×185
3×185 STRICT
3×185 STRICT
10×165

This felt real good after work, used the remaining daylight. Glutes pumped up. Quads and triceps too fired well.

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#1 right now is – under no circumstances am I to do anything causing compulsion to shave.

Get the beard back.
The rest is negligible.

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My mother and I went out to eat tonight.

I had expected to be fasted or nearly so.

I’d eaten my half sandwich at work.

However upon arriving home I drank both a 16oz bottle of milk and one of cranberry juice.

Then after lifting – ravenous – instead of waiting a few hours for the anticipated restaurant dinner I pounded oreos and slices of american cheese.

That was unexpected.
It too is an interesting combination – higher activity and you crave deserts, then the sugar causes you to crave saturated fat to blunt the response.

An oreo or two, a slice of american cheese, repeat a few times while pumped up from some good overhead pressing.

My metabolism is up – I expect to get lean with the moving job.

While again today I had the urge to go run bleachers, however I wasn’t going to back out of plans with my mom to do so.

But the urges are there, to be both highly physical and outgoing/social.

This is great!

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It was nice to eat at a restaurant – food you didn’t make – sitting down, enjoying the experience.

Not being the line cook yourself!

A tv show being called hell’s kitchen – well hell’s kitchen is an apt name for describing many a line cooking job.

I’ll never see restaurants in the same light again.

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December 2022 Flow – 12/28/22 – “The Other Driver Drove Off” :

Moving seems like it’ll be a weight loss activity.

The kitchen, obviously, had more ready access to calories.

With a soda fountain you may never lose weight 🙂

Whereas at a highly physical job you’re not really going to down calories.

Half a sandwich, 16oz juice, 16oz milk, did it for me on a roughly 6 hour shift, moderate in effort – there was one hour where I did solidly 30 flights carrying boxes and totes down some annoyingly small stairs – my feet way to big for each step.

The only one running boxes at the time, only two of us in the house because…the driver of another three man crew threw a hissy fit and no shit drove off simply having had my crew lead, the job’s crew lead, tell him that we needed to get our truck where he was parked.

That he’d started loading the wrong truck.

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Mind you it’s only two days in, moving apparently subbed for kitchen work – as I didn’t receive an emailed kitchen schedule, and my psyche is far better.

I punched out at 330pm, and just sighed at having no gym to go have a blast lifting weights and being social at.

There was an urge to go run bleachers.
I liked that I felt this urge.

I genuinely am at about the point of training for moving outside of work.

I want loads of physical activity.

Getting used to 100 flights of stairs would serve multiple purposes.

•mover job = easier
•for cardio, running them
•weight loss, for abs & more handsome= pretty boy status as well as mover job = easier

Win Win Win

And for kicks shoulder something as I do so. Maybe my 70lb heavy bag, maybe rebuild a sandbag.

The customer didn’t believe that I sprinted when I was in high school, but I ran the 200m at only 20-30lbs lighter than I am now.

•don’t be a germaphobe
•be highly physical, at work + outside of work
•lift weights
•run bleachers
•ask out the pretty ones til you have the three girlfriends that you joke about having
•see if a swim buoy and wetsuit allow for winter swimming – I like swimming, the lake could be on the table this way

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I felt this in the past, and am experiencing it immediately again now that I’m working moving jobs.

•I want to be physical!
•I want to be social!

Moving puts you in a good place for both!
As you have to be good with the customers, where shooting the shit – plus politeness, makes the day go better, and the high level of physicality entailed by the job keeps your feet wet for loving and having a robust physicality as well.

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16oz of honey roasted peanuts is 2619 calories, 122g protein – at the regular grocery store it costs $2.50, while it may be less elsewhere.

That’s better than both 1000 nutritious calories, and 40g protein per dollar in an easy to snack on hands free package.

This package, while I’ve yet to bring it to work, has supplied me with two after work snacks so far, about 40% of the package each time.

In the next few days I’ll buy two or three, so as to both have plenty on hand, and to see if this pattern holds so as to not waste them by overstocking myself up.

I actually still had the unfinished one from 2½ years ago, about 20% left in fact – I tossed it out last night

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I’m eating pretty clean right now, real nutritious.

Meat for dinner, ½ salami sandwich for lunch, cranberry juice, milk, peanuts, a little bit of cookies.

Moving is probably making this more streamlined, instinctive.

I feel so good right now. The bad don’t matter. The following FEELS SO RIGHT…it’s my time.

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My God, I drove into work this morning WITHOUT a sense of dread!

I haven’t watched porn or masturbated since before my first shift here.

So far I’m batting .500 on “lifting after work”, but – free – I don’t give a damn whether this is .000 or 1.000!

Persistence & Tenacity

December 2022 Flow – 12/27/22 – First Day Back As A Mover :

First Day Back As A Mover :

There was a piano, I got to carry a piano – an upright, it was not the 800lbs coworkers thought, or maybe it was.

Personally I don’t view uprights as hard to carry – I enjoy carrying them in fact.

Pretty funny how half the guys there were ducking and dodging getting hands on it, and hell I set up on the side where I wouldn’t have to walk backwards.

Mostly we packed. Loaded only a little onto the truck. Under 6h including truck time. Will be back, same job, tomorrow.

Food & Drink :

I went to work fasted.

Coworkers bought monsters at a gas station – most are on the patented laborer’s diet of monster & cigs.

Last night I’d made two sandwiches, ate half of one then, packed the rest.

At work ate ½ sandwich. My patented oatnut bread, butter, american cheese, salami sandwich – sometimes with peanut butter, today without.

The inventor of salami deserves a kiss from the prettiest of girls for inventing such a great work food.

what else would you be thinking about

I drank a 16oz bottle refilled with cranberry juice. Had packed two, as well as two filled with milk. Didn’t touch those three bottles.

Had a gallon of water with me – drank ½.
Will bring ¾+ in the gallon every shift – I sweat profusely….even in winter.

This a reason to lose ~20lbs, though I’ve sweat profusely at my every adult bodyweight, from 195ish to 280ish.

I look forward to some combination of steak, italian sausage, and kielbasa for dinner.

Groceries :

I’d have ate cheese sticks at work had I any in my cooler – I prefer them to bars, as they’re more nutritious.

So I picked up my mover foods on the way home.

•cheese sticks
•honey roasted peanuts
•cranberry juice

With cheese sticks throw 6 or 8 into the cooler, I assume eating 4 per shift.

You simply pour the peanuts out of it’s bottle into your mouth. I was doing that last time around working this job. And tomorrow will have the ability to do so again.

Cranberry juice worked real well as work food.

Way more nutritious than gatorade.

It’s striking how bad people eat/drink at work.

As I type there is just a little more daylight to lift in.

Lift :

Meant to neti pot before this, but it’s easier to not really go into the house – to stay outside til time to shower up.

Only went in to put groceries away, bring in the mail.

Lateral Raises ss w/Press :
25×2½s /8×165
25×2½s /4×165 STRICT
35×2½s

I like this program – presses & lateral raises.

No legs trained today :)-
Not like they fire during some presses, not like I have to clean the bar, not like this job involves stairs lol

Did lift today. Didn’t run out of daylight.

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Moving felt far better to me than the kitchen – the kitchen was a rut.
Pointedly do not get in a rut working this job.

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When A Barbell Thinks It’s A Kettlebell :

I’ve fallen back into lifting little more than amrap presses.

Frequency is up – I’m enjoying it, and lifting really gets me into a positive place.

Right now milking 165lbs for all it’s worth, with a guideline of 5 x ≥10 as standard to bump bar weight to 185lbs.

You really own the weight this way, and I don’t warm up – I just setup, shoulder the bar, and press whatever happens.

I imagine with kettlebells you basically just get into it with work weight.

No lollygagging around with lighter warmups.

Then once the weight is easy, you go up to the next size kettlebells.

With a barbell this is a 10lb+ jump.
There’s even the possibility of the 45/25 method, using ONLY 45s and 25s on the bar.

Putting weights overhead for lots is an amazing way to be big and strong.

I realize I have a very big and strong upper body.

Really felt that walking back into the house after carrying the piano.

It was a good day.

Persistence & Tenacity

December 2022 Flow – 12/26/22 – Press 15×165!

Press
15×165 = PR
6×165 STRICT
10×165 – FULL BODY – quads & triceps
3×165 STRICT – pauses at top & bottom

me lifting today with cheerleaders – the bitchiest girlfriend (she knows how rare natural red hair is) & her twin
Clean  Notes :

The first three sets used good power cleans – the basketball shoes I wore were actually very good footwear for the particle board I call platform

The forth set was off a heave.

Press Notes :

PR set pressing with loose press form, shy of a chin height lowering/from higher than chin height some reps.

Second set pretty strict, last set more strict as I paused at the top and below chin bottoms of each and every rep.

The 10 rep set was a real good set, getting reps with very good quad and tricep activation – really feeling the muscles work – loose at the bottom of the rep, only down to chin height, but with some pauses at the top

It’s worth loosening and tightening form throughout the session for a more variable and improved training effect.

Thinking :

I take a day off yesterday, had masturbated a few times this morning (which usually does and today did – tire me – tightens my lower back and feels like life force is emptied in part from my body busting nuts for no reason and note : dude stop doing this, we’ve just delayed beard growth a couple days again by doing.

However masturbation is, in my eyes, a lesser sin than watching porn.)

Cooked a steak for a couple dinners prep,
bought groceries – cranberry juice, milk, salami – the life force refilling juice, and work food.

Got home from the grocery store, and lifted immediately with the last bit of daylight.

And PR’d.

Maybe it was the rest day.

Maybe it was a testosterone boost from getting off via hand – does it work that way, and/or having made eye contact with a cute, curvy brunette in the store which would be a “PR by cute chick” on a half hour delay lol

Maybe testosterone simply was high today, I did after all impulsively jerk off as I had woken up particularly horny

Maybe it was just x 15 reps time.

Work :

Tomorrow I’ve that first moving shift in 2½ years. I’m a bit nervous, and yet excited.

Man, these are basically just me journaling. Anyone reading? I’d be curious to see a sound off/roll call from readers in the comments.

Persistence & Tenacity

Today’s PR Music :

empire roll call – big temps (just the verse time stamped – that’s what I lifted to)

December 2022 Flow – 12/25/22 – Merry Christmas!

Christmas day.

I spent a little time with family.
The day was off from work.

I chose not to lift, taking a nap with what daylight remained instead.

no lifting today, though he still came last night

Around midday, all the cars – I wondered what percentage were going to visit, what percentage going home.

I was supposed to see a buddy, that fell through.

I gave him a call, it went to voicemail – I moved on with my day.

That’s how I play such things – no shows just don’t bother me.

There’s always something else to do instead.

However, aren’t there people out there – others who are consistent? I should be able to meet some.

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In my day to day I’m real good about always being on time, if not early.

I’ve heard stories of men who worked 40+ years at one factory, never once late, never once calling out.

I can’t say this about me.
I have been late. I have called out.

Not infallible, but higher quality than the large majority.

I’ve had lots of jobs, and there are still ones I’d like to try.

To tend bar (despite never having drank) – I’d like to tend bar.

Technically, I had a phone sales job (very briefly), I don’t count that – I’d like to try sales, car sounds good to me, was something I tried to get into in my early 20s – no dice.

I’ve met a dude, with a labor and jail background, who makes six figures in I think it’s solar – early thirties, I think he’s a millionaire.

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deleted a big downer section

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Man it’s Christmas day!

Laughs, I’m not unhappy, just… lost searching.

For income good enough, a woman (or three) good enough.

lol – my girlfriend, all three of them, is a standard joke I make…even say it to my mom

all three of them – the brunette is my favorite – being botb sweetest by far, and properly tall, 5’9″ or so – not a little 5’2″ spinner like the blonde :)-

All kidding aside – I’ve been having this internal crisis of how to both have kids, support them, and raise them right, raise them well.

Been looking at my Dad, his sacrifice – struggles, in a different light lately.

In fact, I saw a picture of his Dad today.

Papa – I’d only met him a few times.
He passed when I was six. The New England side of the family, before we moved from Cali to New England.

I’ve seen very few photos.

My dad has often joked about me being the result of what would happen if my two grandfathers quickly ran face first into each other all cartoon like.

Or were put into a particle collider.

This year he’s said I basically look like his dad had he lifted weights.

With that picture today of Papa standing with an aunt – today I saw the resemblance!

There’s a bunch of facial similarities, and it looked like we have the same shoulder bone structure.

Nice to see, feel, the bloodline’s past.
Papa. Dad. Me. Future Sons.

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December 2022 Flow – 12/24/22 – It’s Christmas Eve!

Yesterday I hit the bag, same bag I bought for myself at 14. One of those things I’ve never used enough.

Bare knuckle. Hitting til just shy of bleeding, then wash the hands at the end, move on with the day.

It’d be useful to glove up and simply use as a conditioning tool – straight smashes “berserker” -full retard – all out on it.

Use it as a way to improve wind.

Drop some weight which leads into something below…

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santa claus is coming

Moments ago I was reading some posts from almost four years ago..

•overhead squats
•light deadlifts
•joy of lifting at home
•labor job

I just started picking up moving shifts again after 2½ years – so many things I’d said “never again” to then did again this year – I made the decision that working as a mover is better for me, this moment, than not to.

It’s easy money to me – I like the high activity, thrive on it in fact – and enjoy being on, the sometimes challenge of, piano jobs.

The work something I can hunker down at in the present – regrow my beard (from all the mandatory shaving clean – including tomorrow morning – all that never again I did this year), while easily able to move on from.

The pros outweighing cons, I realized it better for me to disregard saying never again as I had in the past.

So I’m at a moving company from my past again, possibly for only the three months it takes to regrow three months of beard.

We’ll see. It’s not a rigid thing.
I feel a certain level of freedom as a mover.

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Today’s Lift :

Press
12×165
Lunges
x12/side

Immediately after the Christmas Eve service.

It’s cool that 10×165 is baked in, cool to see walk around strength grow as time goes on.

I lift most days, just about every time I see a gap of time – that’s a nice aspect of having weights at home.

All I did was grab headphones (it completely slipped that I was starting without music again), gloves, skullcap, the whole thing taking 5:00 or less from start to finish and done.

My little black winter gloves have all sorts of worn “hobo holes”. My fingers almost triple dog dared stuck to the bar.
Hilarious.

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Diet Ideas :

•steak & milk
steak, potatoes, & milk
•steak, steak, & more steak
•salami or meatloaf sandwiches, then steak for dinner – milk with both meals, pizza when provided (the moving laborer plan)
•anything above with cruciferous vegetables

We’ll see if this round of moving labor causes me to lose weight or not.

It’s worthwhile to up protein a bit, so as to recomp regardless of scale – I’ve made this mistake in the past, and the extra protein is better for me from steak, salami, milk – fatty animal sources.

The last time I regularly drank whey only lasted for ten days to three weeks, it, alongside having started working in a kitchen, plus daily gym sessions was too fast a metabolism.

If I drink iced coffee at this job, and drink whey (even in milk), I’ll have to bump calories a bit to counteract this.

My first moving shift (the fourth time I’ve now said this) is in a few days.

I’m excited.

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For the first time in awhile ground beef by the 10lb tube is well priced at walmart.

Noticing this the other day was part of what got me to the idea of meatloaf sandwiches regularly.

I’m already at “fuck it” in regards to always buying the $6/lb steak, which tastes GREAT with relish on top, was thinking of cooking it to medium, slicing into small pieces and bringing to work – eating cold out of tupperware.

It’s been more than a year with a significant amount of my calories being low quality restaurant food – the employee meal, the soda fountain, saving food waste.

Right now I don’t really care about having a food budget so long as I’m cooking it myself.

$10/day is a lb of steak and gallon of milk with a dollar and change for incidentals.

$21/day covers 3lbs steak and a gallon of milk with change for incidentals.

$15/day allows steak, milk, extra meat in other forms, and the incidentals.

It’s worthwhile to me to both eat more, eat more frequently, and move more.

With the occasional fasting day the above is healthiest most often.

Persistence & Tenacity

December 2022 Flow – 12/22/22 – Weakling, You Don’t Need That Music!

12/22/22

Press
10×165

pauses at the top, pretty strong, strict set – it’s good to get at least a set daily, “bulgarian press” for being stupidly strong

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Weakling, You Don’t Need That Music!

Coddled, that’s what it is. I had the opportunity to lift before work today, naturally waking up early enough while starting late enough, and chose for the extra time in bed instead of nutting up and lifting in the morning cold.

Just as soon as I got home I did that set of presses, but before stepping outside (interesting how much easier I find it to lift after work than before) I was about to connect the bluetooth headphones to my phone to once again play “place the phone at the edge of the wifi signal’s range while lifting in bluetooth range of the phone” then recalling that I had pondered this point last night – I did not bother and stepped outside without headphones on.

Many times I have lifted for lengths of time without music (if you can even call all that goes into the headphones that), and realized it is time to do so again.

Though I lifted through all weather for over a year now, I had been absolutely coddling myself almost never not having headphones kept on my head by cossack looking skull cap over.

we’re ignoring this possibility entirely – the motivation can only be from within, and don’t be a pussy about the morning cold, when you can swing bulgarian frequency do so

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December 2022 Flow – 12/21/22 – The Importance Of Barbell Play :

today I found out that I hit 25 subscribers a few days ago – I’d been wondering when that would happen

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OADL, P Sn, OHS Play
w/135lbs

Fat Grips SLDL
10×165

Press
14×165 = PR tie, yet to hit 15 reps to my knowledge, a bit better pacing could’ve seen 17 reps

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12/21/22
Yesterday dinner was 8oz steak, spiced with plenty of pepper and pink salt, a bunch of cranberry juice to drink, milk & oreos alongside – it all hit the spot.

Tonight’s dinner will be near identical.

I’ve got enough leftover, actually having cooked more than one dinner in the pan last night.

The body needs saturated fat, and the less processed the meat the better.

You want to eat steak fairly regularly, cooked to around medium (at most) – it’s just worth more to your body than ground beef in effect.

Ditto to bone in meat, which is how I tend to eat chicken – when you eat chicken eat “dirty” – the wings, drumsticks, leg quarters – dark meat requiring eating with your hands.

However, chicken prices are stupid right now, inflated more than beef – so splurge with steak, kielbasa, italian sausage, hot dogs.

It might be worth making big ole turkey legs for a similar dish – check the prices dude.

Splurge. With these prices:
Might as well make the cooking real simple, red meat and already fully cooked sausage variations meaning ~10 minutes to pan fry the night’s fatty protein source(s).

Hot dogs are better cooked in a pan after the steak.

Probably better to stick to kielbasa, though oddly hot dogs sit real well – have we as humans evolved to processing junk foods well – think about that.

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The Importance Of Barbell Play :

I’m really liking this play period to start the session.

Thus far it’s looked like :

•left hand deadlift
•power snatch
•overhead squat or two
•right hand deadlift
•power snatch
•overhead squat or two

And I go through this a handful of times, enjoying it, and noticing that it primes me for the clean and press later in the session.

Other than noting the poundage used, I am not counting the rounds, nor if it’s exactly as written above.

I really like the idea of a 205+ one arm deadlift with each hand.

I view this routine listed above as something not to stress, but enjoy, with plenty of potential to be pushed far.

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obviously not me playing with handstands

I too played with handstands a little an hour or so after lifting.

Persistence & Tenacity

December 2022 Flow – 12/20/22 – Outside, Good Food, “No Purchasing Equipment” :

OADL, P Sn, OHS Play
w/135lbs

Fat Grips SLDL
8×135
15×155

Press
1×155 – off a heave
1×185 – off a heave
3×205 – off a no foot movement power clean

The one arm deadlift primes the body for everything from the overhead squat during the play period to the clean & press during the session.

The three movements – one arm deadlift, power snatch, and overhead squat was a great giant set – I may have to specify the latter two were two handed as I have one arm scratched 135lbs on a few occasions.


proof

The overhead squat as well as the one arm deadlift are both one stop shops for being one piece, strong, and well held together.

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12/20/22
A dozen oreos, a little over a quart milk – the preworkout, I felt like having something in me.

The lift, then spending time outside enjoying the fresh air with the lift over, then dinner planned – a couple corn dogs and leftover kielbasa (in hot dog buns with relish and cheese) to tide my appetite as I cook a lb lump of steak, plenty of milk, plenty of fruit juice to drink.

I didn’t plan out baked potatoes to go with it – shrugs.

The lift making life right.

I really liked using the three movements during the play period before getting into the session.

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My lifting is pull focused at this point.

All the pulling from the floor carries the legs and shoulders along with it.

You can do mostly lots of pulling, whether one variation or a million variations, and be set.

Today’s lift was a little more freestyle than it had been.

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It feels so good to be outside in the fresh, cold, air.

In fact, I prefer the winter outside to the winter inside.

Part of this is being heavy, part of this is being outside for hours, part is not caring that it’s cold – ignoring it.

As long as I’m still line cooking this winter the contrast of the weather outdoors is very enjoyable.

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I’m a little peeved not being able to purchase a titan kettlebell as rogue is much more expensive.

However, I still would like to have a concept2 rower.

It’s funny, I’m partly thinking aquire equipment in line with having an actual gym.

Sticking to no new equipment, no gym membership as I’d written yesterday, well – a concept2 rower and good sized kettlebell would be cardio I’d actually do, and home based without logistical issue.

As is I was thinking of buying a sturdy 18″ step stool, $20-30 or so – for home based cardio.

Step ups are great.
I’ve never done them consistently enough.

Interestingly enough, holding my foot next to a yard stick it looks that around 18″ high is where my foot is with my thigh parallel to the floor.

An 18″ step stool would be just about perfect height from the muscular standpoint for step ups.

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December 2022 Flow -12/19/22 – If Doug Hepburn Could…

Press
20+5 rest pause w/140 took ten deep breaths
Lateral Raises
25×2½s
Press
6×185
Lateral Raises
30×2½s
SLDL
10×185

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12/19/22
It’s too easy to be big, strong…and stiff.
You gotta move, play, do athletic things.

I’d been reading of Doug Hepburn.

Noticing the commonality of these brutally strong men, he, Bert Assirati, Paul Anderson – one and all capable of handstand pushups.

Also recently having read of an early 1900s wrestler doing 100yd handstand walks, plus recalling a reading of as heavyweight boxer (Archie Moore?) doing much the same.

doug showing size ain’t an issue

Handstands have been on the mind between reading of these feats, and recalling how at the end of 2020/start of 2021 treating handstand work as a 7+ hour/week hobby, and into summer 2021 still incorporating a bit daily – saw me nearly locking out a full freestanding handstand pushup weighing somewhere in the mid 200lbs.

All this leading to an hour or so after the lift my kicking up into maybe eight handstand attempts.

Two were good lengths of time, especially considering I had not kicked into one in months, nor had I been in a period of consistently practicing for them in 1½-2 years.

It’s not something I ever considered baked in.

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This was something of relearning “There’s More To Strength Than Lifting Weights 101”, while at the same time a bit of a display of the “what the hell” effect most usually found online as reference to kettlebells.

Kettlebells, of which just today a 90lb titan one was sold out right from under me as I hit add to cart – maybe I am not gifting myself any equipment for The Cold Air Barbell Club for Christmas this year, which I am taking as a sign that 2023 shall be more clean and press alongside much more handstand work.

And though both prowler sprints and stair climbers call my name as gym dues requiring indoor (coddled warmth) cardio, as I sat outside I instinctively felt “the majority of the fit through human history did not require such sissy conveniences – you shall make do without”.

It pleases me to see that the thought which I have just typed above is my brain going to where my cousin has complimentarily called my “inner conan the barbarian”.

I had needed to have the rougher circumstance for my passionate pursuit of fitness.

That’s one of the past year’s lessons.

Maybe my cousin (the same as above) will meet me with his truck in an empty parking lot for to push said vehicle around.

We have not met up for such a manly unnecessarily laborious activity in years.

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I have a sneaking suspicion that nothing will hypertrophy the upper body, turning it into one solid unit, like freestanding handstand pushups, handstand walks, combined with a big clean and press.

Handstand = big upper body.
Big c&p requires big, strong thighs.

The two compliment and feed into each other.
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For 2023 :
•freestanding handstand pushup
•handstand walk a football field
•backflip?

These can be practiced just about anywhere.

No gym is a blessing!

Without one, I have to get…athletic.

If Doug Hepburn was good at handstand work, so can I!
……

kicking into the handstands to

jason derulo – ridin solo
which took me back over a decade to an interesting mind state – where I was smashing the weights with uninhibited joy, laughing at life’s pain, chin up, eyes a sparkle, smiling, looking to an unknown and hopeful future

I was jogging in place between kick ups – reminded me of how I enjoy doing burpees – ahh, tennis court workout ideas – here I come

Persistence & Tenacity